Chemical Pregnancy - Am I Being Irrational?

You are not even close to being too irrational. You were pregnant and you had an early miscarriage. You are frustrated and heart broken after trying for so long and then finally getting that positive result. I know exactly how you feel. I was 5 weeks pregnant when I had a miscarriage and its the worst feeling in the world going from being ecstatic about conceiving your angel, to heart broken because your angel was meant to be somewhere else. It sucks and it is natural to be emotional after something like that happens. Your child died and there is nothing wrong with grieving for your unborn baby. If it makes you feel better apologize to your friend. I am sure she will forgive you and will be understanding just because she knew what kind of state you were in. I am so sorry for your loss and I really do hope you get your BFP again soon and I hope you give birth to the most beautiful baby. Good luck and don't give up hope. It will happen when it is time. I will be praying for you =D Baby Dust to you.